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Monday, March 31, 2008
10:01:00 PM
Today so unlucky kana caught by mr lim, said my pants what tepe, tomorrow must let him see i wear normal de if not send me to home. so unlucky sia but nvm. today also abit angry angry over my friend think. haiz dunno what to write liao... bye...
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Thursday, March 27, 2008
9:11:00 PM
Hiie, never blog for quite a time so i today just anyhow write thing la. today was sad, after school me and jing tang go cut hair la cut until macham like mushroom like that!!! sad sia but nevermind also nobody will look at me de. last week till now i was playing football manager until very late and never really online and surfnet so today i took out something to update my blog, if not later clifford will said why never update again.
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
8:41:00 PM
wow!!! today was damn fun, cause i eat 8piece of pizza la, now still can fill the fullness, today afternoon went to mrs ho church, cause today have free think to eat, yesterday jing tang call me and we discuss the pizza only 1piece per person but no la!!! can eat as much as we can sia so i stared to grab 3pizza to eat den not full grab another 5pizza to eat, eat until i full la face change to another want so scary la all of them cant believe i eat 8pizza la their reaction is like omg!!! tzefook why u can eat so much. haha jing tang also eat alot 7piece only lose me 1piece haha today damn nice haha.
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Thursday, March 13, 2008
9:58:00 PM
Help!!! im bored over this
holiday,
trying to study my sec 3 book but im lazy this 4day keep playing cs until i have no mood to study!!! I guess i have to buck up for my study, cause term 1 result suck like siao lah!!! Arh help me :(
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
3:56:00 PM
yesterday me, qiyun and david gan play cs together from 12pm-3pm ,was damn fun la,den we rest till evening. At first is was okay but suddenly connection since like got problem cant access to counter strike so i call qiyun from help but still cant access so we try from 7pm-10pm so i damn fairup lah!!! so i wait till 11pm then try again, guess what this time can leh so i play with qy until 1.30am lo damn tired play until eye red so i off comp and went to my bed to sleep.
This picture was taken when im was playing cs.
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Monday, March 10, 2008
8:03:00 PM
when u said u wanted to break up with me, i almost cried, now u said u want to patch back, what do u think i am, am i a toys to u that can do whatever u want??? Please Just wanted to tell u that since the day u said over, we are no longer have the chance to be together...
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Im so sorry for all d thing's that ive done..
i know i hUrt U..
bUt know what?..
I also hUrting myselF..
moRe than what u feeL..
Im a fooL ayt?!
bUt sad to see even i want to forget u as long as i can,,
it doesnt work out,,!
Im still love U "onEs!x"
Im so sorry,
I still love u so mUch!
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today me and clifford went to take lunch, after that we went to library to study, but i din't bring my calculator so i cant do a single question for the math, so i go read some book but i realise all the book macham so chim so i decided to go to the toilet and call my friend,and i take a picture of me at the toilet.And please this Not Zhilian!!!
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Sunday, March 9, 2008
10:10:00 PM
Semakau is a good place to go anyway is fun to go to explore. This picture was taken by jing tang, naka muzz josiah was eating, and i was standing looking sea lo haha. i was so happy that i take the same boat with the girl i like xD
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Love
Lost
Lost the war
between our hearts
and minds
even though
its been awile
its still hard to say
goodbye
You asked
what happend to me
but I want to know
what happend to you
When we were together
you were all there
with me
but then
BOOM
my world exploded
into a river of
pain
hate
and death
I drowned on that river
so everyone thought
But I didnt
I'm still sitting on the bottom
waiting for someone
to rescue me
But that will never happen
everyone thinks I'm dead remember
but they're right
Because I died
the day you said
Goodbye
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One Moment in Hell's Waste
One moment of the Well of Pain to taste
For each moment that brings
The rose adourned with lush dew
To signal one more day
Void of hopeful desire
Filled wearing tearful remorse
Breathe out the very breathe we now breathe in
Question the fragile essence of our life
How long will we remain captive of color and perfume?
And just how long will we persue each fair and ugly one?
The nightingale inspired by the Beauty of the Rose
Reset in the shade of the rosebush
For behold the robe of the rosebush-torn
By the clutches of Beauty Scavengers
Ravished of our inside talent
To satisfy the hungry mind
Through the water of our eyes
We have been thrust into
The fires of our hearts
Fold and dissolve you in a last embrace
A rose is a pure ruby
The thorn is the mine
A tear in which a heart's blood is hidden~
>_<
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Ever felt lonely.
Felt a little isolated.
Just like you're unwanted.
But you're surrounded by people.
And those people should care.
Yet they don't.
They don't know the real you.
They've never seen you break down.
And they should be there when you do.
But they're not.
They only see you when you're not you.
When you're ''happy''.
Laughing, joking and smiling.
When you can put a brave face on.
And when you're ''just fine''.
But you're not ''fine''.
You're scared and lonely.
Frightened, isolated and unsure.
Just can't take it anymore.
You feel you just can't talk to anyone.
Just want to lay down and cry.
Want to put the knife to your wrist.
And you just want...
TO DIE.
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title: The Light and The Dark
I used to belong to the light
I know its hard to believe
I was young and simple
Innocent you could say
But I was incomplete and curious
I needed to see the dark
So I crossed the void
From light to dark
Nothing of interest here
So I step back into the light
But wait! I'm caught on something!
No stop!
I'm being dragged back by unseen arms
I fall to the floor
Kicking and screaming
"I don't wanna go back!"
But still the world begins to darken
And just as all hope seems lost I stop
No longer do I belong to to the light
But nor do I belong to the Dark
I'm left in the void
Too afraid to step into the dark
And unable to get back to the light
So I sit and wait
Alone
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The addiction of pure hatred
Something I know very well
Not just one of pure hatred
But of deadly love aswell
A love that can kill
And a love that can maim
A pain much worse than heartbreak
But it all feels the same
I know this feels like hell
I've been here many times before
Let down turned around
And walked straight out the door
When you were meant to be there
Yet you had walked away
I should have known that you'd leave
Known that you'd never stay
But now there isn't much to say
I'm looking after number one
I want to be left alone
I want to be the one who's gone
Because it should me be not here
And you the one to stay
It could have been like that
If you hadn't walked away
Walk away and watch me leave
I'll leave without a sound
Walk on right ahead
Untill I hit the ground
And forever there I'll stay
And slowly fall apart
Becuase I walked too far
And I left behind my heart
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